how to do

how to do...
i reali dunno...
i did something betray u...
u say 4give me...
but not accept me bec...
i reali cant lost u...
i tot to eat many many to 4get the pain
but i cant do it....
coz i'm reali no mood to eat...
i don dare le...
reali no next time le...
i noe wat i say oso will be useless....
but i reali need u...
love u ....